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[Never-Ending Summer]

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[Episode 14]

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[In Loving Memory]

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This photo of your grandma is really nice.

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Looking at the album, I just realized

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that over the years we've been neighbors,

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we've long been like family.

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In the past,

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when I was too busy

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to manage things,

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your grandma would go to the school

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to pick up Yan for me

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and help him with his meals.

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A few times when I came back,

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Yan had already
fallen asleep at your place.

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Did that really happen?

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Your grandma

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always used her own way

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to take care of everyone.

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Zhou Wan.

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[In Loving Memory]

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We came to say goodbye

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to your grandma.

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Who said you could come in here?

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Rude girl.

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You don't even know how to say thank you.

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Arrange them properly.

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Mr. Fang.

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The wreaths have been set up.

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All right.

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You all go out.

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Let's go.

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Wan.

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Ms. Jiang.

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Let me handle this here.

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Thank you for your hard work.

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Take a rest.

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Okay.

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Call us if you need anything.

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Thank you, Ms. Jiang.

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Sorry for the trouble.

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[With Deepest Sympathy]

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My condolences.

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Sir, why are you here?

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The neighbors told me.

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I've known Fen for so long,

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how could I not come?

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I have some business to attend to,

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so I'll get going.

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I'll see you out.

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You don't have to pay rent

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for the next few months.

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I'll tell Luo He later.

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I guess that kid

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has been causing you
a lot of trouble lately.

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It's fine.

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I've already saved up.

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9,000.

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[With Deepest Sympathy]

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3,000 a month.

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I've already given it to Luo He.

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How much?

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9,000.

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What's wrong?

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Boss.

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[Please Respect the Deceased.
No Smoking in the Memorial Hall.]

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Nothing.

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If you need anything in the future,

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contact me directly.

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[Pingchuan Funeral Services Center]

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Mr. Fang.

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Look at this girl.

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She has no manners at all.

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We sent two wreaths,

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and she didn't even say thank you.

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Shut up.

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[Pingchuan Funeral Services Center]

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Remember, I owe Fen
for what she's done for me.

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Take care, Mr. Fang.

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[Fondly Remembering Huang Xuefen]

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With such a grand setup, no one showed up.

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[Pingchuan Funeral Services Center]

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Bro.

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Let's go.

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Let's go.

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Let's go.

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My condolences.

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My condolences.

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I have something to give you.

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What is this?

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See for yourself.

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[With Deepest Sympathy]

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Do I look good?

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Yes.

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Ma'am, look here.

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Okay, I look here, right?

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I'll take off my coat.

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Wait a moment.

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No rush, Ma'am.

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I didn't expect

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to be fashionable right before the end

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and record such a video.

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Well,

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it's just in case

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I leave too suddenly

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and don't have time to say goodbye.

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So I want to say a few words first,

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but the premise is no crying.

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Especially you, Kang.

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Don't cry.

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-At your age...
-I'm smiling.

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-You look ugly when you cry.
-I’m smiling.

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In my life,

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I've experienced storms,

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suffered hardships,

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and enjoyed blessings.

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There might be regrets,

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but life overall

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has been happy.

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Now that I'm leaving,

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the only one I can't let go of,

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needless to say,

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as everyone knows,

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is my precious Wan.

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A smart, kind,

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and sensitive child.

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Because of me,

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she inevitably

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missed out on a lot.

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Wan,

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although there are many things

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you don't tell me.

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But I'm not confused.

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I understand it all.

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I know

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what you have done for me

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and how much you have sacrificed.

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Now that I'm gone,

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don't treat this

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as a sad farewell.

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You should know

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that this farewell

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is also the beginning of

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another chapter in your life.

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Child,

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I hope you

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will go to college and study hard.

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You should

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go see the world outside.

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Try things

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you've always wanted to try

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but never dared to.

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You only live once.

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I hope you

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can live a wonderful life.

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I hope you can live

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the life you want the most.

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I won't leave.

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I will always

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watch you with a smile

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and keep you company.

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My darling Wan.

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Is it done?

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Did I say it okay?

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Yes, very well.

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Good.

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[In Loving Memory]

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I can go back by myself.

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Just for one night.

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I want to be alone for a while.

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Actually, I can keep you company.

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Give it to me.

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I will take care of her.

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Okay.

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Then I will come over
first thing tomorrow morning.

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I can wear this for the toasts, right?

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Yes.

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Let me try it on.

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Okay.

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Xixiao.

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You are finally back.

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Why did you call me back in such a hurry?

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Your dad is worried.

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Don't worry.

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He has told me everything.

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He introduced you

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to some foreign friends.

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When the time comes,
your basic necessities...

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As soon as you board the plane,

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I'll send her the money.

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This way, Zhou Wan's grandma

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can have her surgery sooner.

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Okay?

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Her grandma is dead.

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What?

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Her grandma is dead?

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That's impossible.

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How could it be so sudden?

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She had such a hard life.

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It's a relief in a way.

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Is Zhou Wan doing okay?

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For her grandma's funeral,

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I need to attend in person.

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No need.

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The funeral is already over.

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I know you hate me,

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but I'm human too.

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My sadness isn't fake.

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Xixiao.

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After you leave,

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I will still send

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the money to Wan.

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Xixiao.

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Mom.

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Otherwise,

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we should bring Zhou Wan here.

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I am really worried about her.

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Don't worry.

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Wan will take good care of herself.

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Before we leave,

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go see her more.

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Jiang Yan.

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It's time to rest.

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Zhou Wan.

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I brought you some noodles, Zhou Wan.

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Zhou Wan.

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Zhou Wan!

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Zhou Wan!

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Zhou Wan!

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Zhou Wan!

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Zhou Wan!

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Zhou Wan!

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Zhou Wan! Zhou Wan!

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Zhou Wan.

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Zhou Wan.

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Zhou Wan.

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[Outpatient Registration; Cashier]

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Luckily, it was found in time

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and didn't damage the nerves.

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After the treatment,

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the poisoning symptoms
have significantly eased.

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Don't worry.

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The fact that she woke up

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means it's nothing serious.

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She needs to rest for the next few days

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and get plenty of nutrients.

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We'll keep her
under observation for a few days.

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If there are no further symptoms,

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she can be discharged.

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Okay.

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Thank you, Doctor.

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Zhou Wan.

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How do you feel?

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How are you feeling?

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I wasn't trying to kill myself.

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I know.

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I was just a bit tired.

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I know that too.

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You should go back first.

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I want to rest for a bit.

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I'm not leaving.

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Let me think.

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I got one.

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What's between five and seven?

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Six.

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Between five and seven is "and".

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Isn't it funny?

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Not funny.

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Funny.

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Let me think of another one.

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This one is definitely funny.

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Some people fart really loud.

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Do you know why?

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Why?

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Because when they fart,

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they are wearing bell-bottoms.

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This one is funny, right?

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Not funny.

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If it's not funny,
why are you laughing so loud?

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Wan didn't laugh.

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I think it's very funny.

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Then you tell one.

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Let's see how funny your joke is.

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[Inpatient Building]

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I'm sorry.

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I didn't take good care of Zhou Wan.

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The person you should apologize to is her.

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My eyes hurt.

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Can you close the curtains?

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Discharge procedures are all done.

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I want to stay for a few more days.

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Why do you want to stay in the hospital?

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It's so much better to go home.

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00:25:52,130 --> 00:25:52,960
And there are other patients

295
00:25:52,960 --> 00:25:53,760
coming in.

296
00:25:56,240 --> 00:25:57,810
It's comfortable here.

297
00:25:59,440 --> 00:26:01,770
And I really don't have
the energy to move.

298
00:26:24,520 --> 00:26:26,120
Drink this before you sleep.

299
00:26:28,040 --> 00:26:29,240
I don't want to drink.

300
00:26:31,410 --> 00:26:33,670
Don't force me to make you drink. Come on.

301
00:26:36,200 --> 00:26:37,760
I said I don't want to drink.

302
00:26:38,130 --> 00:26:39,280
I want to sleep.

303
00:26:48,130 --> 00:26:48,850
Get up.

304
00:26:49,680 --> 00:26:50,370
Zhou Wan.

305
00:26:51,570 --> 00:26:52,770
Let's go get some sun.

306
00:26:54,370 --> 00:26:54,680
Come on.

307
00:26:54,680 --> 00:26:55,540
I don't want to.

308
00:26:57,960 --> 00:26:58,650
If you don't get some sun,

309
00:26:58,650 --> 00:26:59,720
you'll get moldy.

310
00:26:59,720 --> 00:27:01,000
Come out and get some fresh air with me.

311
00:27:01,000 --> 00:27:02,200
What are you doing?

312
00:27:02,240 --> 00:27:05,170
-Let’s go out for some fresh air.
-I said I was sleepy.

313
00:27:06,520 --> 00:27:07,000
You are sleepy?

314
00:27:07,000 --> 00:27:08,680
Then go downstairs
and sleep leaning on me.

315
00:27:08,680 --> 00:27:10,130
Just get some fresh air
with me downstairs, okay?

316
00:27:10,130 --> 00:27:12,460
-Let’s go. Get up.
-Can you leave me alone?

317
00:27:14,610 --> 00:27:15,240
Zhou Wan,

318
00:27:16,330 --> 00:27:17,590
do you think
your grandma would want to see

319
00:27:17,590 --> 00:27:18,520
you like this?

320
00:27:18,520 --> 00:27:19,480
What can I do?

321
00:27:20,170 --> 00:27:21,810
-You don't get any sunlight all day...
-Tell me. What can I do?

322
00:27:21,810 --> 00:27:23,040
...and you hardly eat anything.

323
00:27:23,040 --> 00:27:24,520
-What can I do?
-You don’t even drink water.

324
00:27:24,520 --> 00:27:25,170
Who would want to see

325
00:27:25,170 --> 00:27:25,930
you like this?

326
00:27:25,930 --> 00:27:26,810
I can't be the way

327
00:27:26,810 --> 00:27:27,370
you want me to be anymore.

328
00:27:27,370 --> 00:27:28,380
Everyone comes to
the hospital every day...

329
00:27:28,380 --> 00:27:29,720
-...to care about you.
-When I don't want to smile...

330
00:27:29,720 --> 00:27:30,890
-...stop forcing me to smile.
-Who do you think wants to see...

331
00:27:30,890 --> 00:27:31,570
...you like this?

332
00:27:31,570 --> 00:27:32,570
I can't be the way

333
00:27:32,570 --> 00:27:33,410
you want me to be anymore.

334
00:27:33,410 --> 00:27:34,410
Aren't you good at pretending?

335
00:27:34,410 --> 00:27:35,650
-Go on.
-I can’t.

336
00:27:35,650 --> 00:27:36,610
Pretend you are fine alone.

337
00:27:36,610 --> 00:27:38,130
-Pretend you're doing great all alone.
-My dad passed away.

338
00:27:38,130 --> 00:27:38,890
My grandma passed away too.

339
00:27:38,890 --> 00:27:40,240
I have nothing left.

340
00:27:40,280 --> 00:27:41,680
I really can't do it anymore.

341
00:27:41,680 --> 00:27:43,180
I can't pretend anymore.

342
00:27:43,330 --> 00:27:44,720
I can't pretend anymore.

343
00:27:44,720 --> 00:27:46,280
I'm only 18.

344
00:28:10,650 --> 00:28:11,370
I'm sorry.

345
00:28:12,000 --> 00:28:12,650
Zhou Wan.

346
00:28:19,410 --> 00:28:20,170
I'm sorry.

347
00:28:22,170 --> 00:28:22,850
I'm sorry.

348
00:28:25,930 --> 00:28:26,650
I'm sorry.

349
00:28:29,000 --> 00:28:30,370
I was wrong. I'm sorry.

350
00:28:41,810 --> 00:28:42,570
I'm sorry.

351
00:28:46,170 --> 00:28:46,850
I'm sorry.

352
00:28:48,980 --> 00:28:50,640
I'll accompany you to grow up.

353
00:29:59,930 --> 00:30:01,460
You'll sleep here tonight.

354
00:30:05,890 --> 00:30:06,750
What about you?

355
00:30:09,370 --> 00:30:10,630
I'll sleep on the sofa.

356
00:30:11,000 --> 00:30:13,260
You can see me
as soon as you open the door.

357
00:30:22,480 --> 00:30:23,090
Come on.

358
00:30:31,810 --> 00:30:33,810
You haven't slept well
these past few days.

359
00:30:33,810 --> 00:30:35,670
Get a good night's sleep tonight.

360
00:30:57,760 --> 00:30:58,670
Alright.

361
00:30:59,610 --> 00:31:00,470
Go to sleep now.

362
00:31:13,760 --> 00:31:15,160
I left a change of clothes

363
00:31:17,240 --> 00:31:18,170
there for you.

364
00:31:23,200 --> 00:31:24,000
Thank you.

365
00:32:15,170 --> 00:32:16,130
Let me do it.

366
00:32:16,130 --> 00:32:16,570
It's fine.

367
00:32:16,570 --> 00:32:17,720
Go take a seat.

368
00:32:18,090 --> 00:32:19,890
I'll come get you when it's done.

369
00:32:35,890 --> 00:32:37,570
It's raining heavily outside.

370
00:32:37,570 --> 00:32:39,500
The delivery guy spilled our food.

371
00:32:39,610 --> 00:32:41,540
So we won't be eating anytime soon.

372
00:32:41,930 --> 00:32:43,460
Have a glass of water first.

373
00:32:44,570 --> 00:32:45,370
Thank you.

374
00:32:50,090 --> 00:32:50,720
It's okay.

375
00:32:52,810 --> 00:32:54,410
We can order something else.

376
00:32:55,330 --> 00:32:56,660
See what you want to eat.

377
00:32:58,240 --> 00:32:59,240
Anything is fine.

378
00:33:01,480 --> 00:33:02,200
This one?

379
00:33:06,570 --> 00:33:07,170
Okay.

380
00:33:21,720 --> 00:33:23,520
What else do you want to do today?

381
00:33:27,930 --> 00:33:29,060
I don't know either.

382
00:33:37,570 --> 00:33:39,430
Look at how heavily it's raining.

383
00:33:41,440 --> 00:33:43,370
How about when the rain stops,

384
00:33:44,130 --> 00:33:45,200
we go for a walk?

385
00:33:49,720 --> 00:33:50,960
Gu Meng just told Jiang Fan

386
00:33:50,960 --> 00:33:52,560
that she wants to see you too.

387
00:33:54,330 --> 00:33:55,130
Sure.

388
00:33:56,000 --> 00:33:57,170
Then let's wait for the rain to stop,

389
00:33:57,170 --> 00:33:58,610
and we'll go for a stroll.

390
00:33:59,200 --> 00:33:59,720
For now,

391
00:33:59,720 --> 00:34:01,780
I need to find something for you to do.

392
00:34:05,280 --> 00:34:06,090
Why?

393
00:34:08,730 --> 00:34:10,860
Because we need to make your mind stop.

394
00:34:12,560 --> 00:34:13,929
If it doesn't stop, you'll keep thinking.

395
00:34:13,929 --> 00:34:16,590
And if you keep thinking,
you'll keep being sad.

396
00:34:21,000 --> 00:34:22,330
You seem to know it well.

397
00:34:25,889 --> 00:34:27,250
When my mom passed away,

398
00:34:27,850 --> 00:34:29,650
I suddenly became all alone too.

399
00:34:30,290 --> 00:34:31,690
I was like this back then,

400
00:34:33,929 --> 00:34:35,460
just about like you are now.

401
00:34:41,600 --> 00:34:42,929
You were so little then.

402
00:34:44,810 --> 00:34:46,810
But I still got through it, didn't I?

403
00:34:58,730 --> 00:34:59,410
It's okay.

404
00:35:02,250 --> 00:35:03,250
I'm here with you.

405
00:35:13,370 --> 00:35:14,960
My heart hurts so much.

406
00:35:20,000 --> 00:35:21,160
As time goes by,

407
00:35:21,160 --> 00:35:23,070
will it hurt less?

408
00:35:30,000 --> 00:35:33,810
But I really miss Grandma.

409
00:35:45,250 --> 00:35:46,080
She actually just

410
00:35:46,080 --> 00:35:47,290
stepped out of time.

411
00:35:49,370 --> 00:35:50,330
She returned to the universe's

412
00:35:50,330 --> 00:35:51,930
most primitive components.

413
00:35:54,370 --> 00:35:55,160
Molecules.

414
00:35:55,890 --> 00:35:56,600
Atoms.

415
00:36:00,370 --> 00:36:02,770
In the future,
she will slowly return to you

416
00:36:03,120 --> 00:36:04,290
in another form.

417
00:36:06,770 --> 00:36:08,900
Actually, you can think of it this way.

418
00:36:10,160 --> 00:36:11,440
When it rains heavily

419
00:36:11,440 --> 00:36:13,440
or the wind blows hard in the future,

420
00:36:15,690 --> 00:36:16,600
she can be the big tree

421
00:36:16,600 --> 00:36:18,860
that shelters you from the wind and rain.

422
00:36:19,160 --> 00:36:20,290
When winter comes,

423
00:36:22,120 --> 00:36:23,290
she can also be the sweater

424
00:36:23,290 --> 00:36:24,730
that keeps you warm.

425
00:36:32,120 --> 00:36:34,370
She just left you temporarily

426
00:36:34,600 --> 00:36:35,560
as your grandma.

427
00:36:37,640 --> 00:36:39,900
She will always be with you in the future.

428
00:36:54,730 --> 00:36:55,160
You know what?

429
00:36:55,160 --> 00:36:56,160
I had a very cute puppy

430
00:36:56,160 --> 00:36:57,410
when I was a kid.

431
00:37:02,000 --> 00:37:03,250
When it passed away,

432
00:37:04,520 --> 00:37:06,330
this is what my mother told me.

433
00:37:10,890 --> 00:37:12,420
When my mother passed away,

434
00:37:13,440 --> 00:37:14,770
I still believed in it.

435
00:37:20,040 --> 00:37:21,370
My mother once told me

436
00:37:24,810 --> 00:37:26,690
to believe in the power of belief.

437
00:37:29,960 --> 00:37:32,490
Your grandma will accompany you
in the future

438
00:37:34,080 --> 00:37:35,120
at any time

439
00:37:37,120 --> 00:37:38,210
and in any form.

440
00:37:42,080 --> 00:37:42,810
I would too.

441
00:38:14,210 --> 00:38:15,610
Do you believe in wishes?

442
00:38:17,370 --> 00:38:18,000
No.

443
00:38:21,330 --> 00:38:22,480
Before I was 9,

444
00:38:23,080 --> 00:38:24,730
I made a wish every birthday.

445
00:38:26,210 --> 00:38:28,330
I would write my wishes
on a piece of paper

446
00:38:28,330 --> 00:38:29,990
and hide them under my pillow.

447
00:38:31,930 --> 00:38:32,810
Dad said

448
00:38:33,370 --> 00:38:34,550
if I was a good child,

449
00:38:34,730 --> 00:38:36,190
my wishes would come true.

450
00:38:38,290 --> 00:38:39,730
Sometimes they did,

451
00:38:40,250 --> 00:38:41,580
sometimes they didn't.

452
00:38:42,520 --> 00:38:43,600
I asked my dad why.

453
00:38:44,560 --> 00:38:45,620
Guess what he said.

454
00:38:48,000 --> 00:38:48,860
What did he say?

455
00:38:49,440 --> 00:38:51,370
He said it was because I didn't blow out

456
00:38:51,370 --> 00:38:52,830
all the candles at once.

457
00:39:02,850 --> 00:39:03,850
After I turned 9,

458
00:39:04,040 --> 00:39:05,480
I never made a wish again.

459
00:39:07,000 --> 00:39:08,040
That birthday,

460
00:39:08,690 --> 00:39:09,810
I blew really hard.

461
00:39:12,600 --> 00:39:14,600
I hoped my wish would come true.

462
00:39:16,600 --> 00:39:17,600
I wished

463
00:39:19,290 --> 00:39:21,090
that my dad would stop coughing.

464
00:39:30,250 --> 00:39:31,110
What about now?

465
00:39:33,250 --> 00:39:34,520
Now that I'm grown up,

466
00:39:34,890 --> 00:39:37,020
I don't believe in that stuff anymore.

467
00:39:39,040 --> 00:39:41,040
If tomorrow was your birthday

468
00:39:41,250 --> 00:39:42,780
and you could make one wish,

469
00:39:43,600 --> 00:39:44,530
what would it be?

470
00:39:51,690 --> 00:39:54,680
I really want a bicycle.

471
00:39:57,480 --> 00:39:58,800
Once, after school,

472
00:39:58,930 --> 00:40:00,190
there was a heavy rain.

473
00:40:00,410 --> 00:40:01,730
I didn't have an umbrella,

474
00:40:01,730 --> 00:40:02,850
didn't want to bother anyone,

475
00:40:02,850 --> 00:40:04,450
and couldn't reach Grandma.

476
00:40:04,730 --> 00:40:05,770
So I ran all the way home

477
00:40:05,770 --> 00:40:06,600
in the rain.

478
00:40:07,250 --> 00:40:08,150
After that,

479
00:40:08,440 --> 00:40:09,600
I got really sick.

480
00:40:10,250 --> 00:40:11,220
It was awful.

481
00:40:11,730 --> 00:40:13,530
I only had one thought in my head:

482
00:40:13,930 --> 00:40:15,040
If only

483
00:40:15,040 --> 00:40:15,900
I had a bicycle.

484
00:40:16,250 --> 00:40:18,380
Then I could have gotten home earlier.

485
00:40:23,330 --> 00:40:24,890
You only have a birthday once a year,

486
00:40:24,890 --> 00:40:26,420
and you just want a bicycle?

487
00:40:27,370 --> 00:40:29,430
It's an obsession from my childhood.

488
00:40:33,600 --> 00:40:34,730
Starting tomorrow,

489
00:40:36,640 --> 00:40:38,300
I want to pull myself together

490
00:40:38,480 --> 00:40:40,080
and get back to a normal life.

491
00:40:42,440 --> 00:40:44,440
I'll go back to working at the arcade.

492
00:40:44,440 --> 00:40:45,810
I also want to move back.

493
00:40:47,290 --> 00:40:48,290
But don't worry,

494
00:40:49,160 --> 00:40:49,960
I'll be okay.

495
00:40:54,890 --> 00:40:55,520
Okay.

496
00:41:05,160 --> 00:41:06,640
There are so many seagulls.


